#1 18-12-10 02:21:27

elliotmtl

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Registered: 20-01-10

Posts: 12

Hi, and other pleasantries!

I've been a member of this website on and off for well over 3 years now, but I never thought to post in the forums before because I am like, shy and stuff, and also because I was raised as a fundamentalist Christian and only recently started to be comfortable enough with the sexual side of my nature that I don't have to hide my interest in this sort of material not only from those around me but from myself because I was so ashamed! In fact, if someone looked at my download logs they would probably find it amusing how many times I have downloaded the same videos from here because I deleted them out of shame and then later wanted them back! Though, I'm sure I'm not the only one!

Anyway, I thought I'd announce myself as I intend to possibly hang out here for a while and get to know some of you wonderful folks. And if you want to get to know me too that'd be great, but as a warning, I am quite complex and quite odd!

Random facts about me:

-My name is not Elliot, but you can call me that - I think I chose the name because its the name of one of the characters in the fantasy novels I am working on - and originally, I liked the name because of the boy in E.T.

-I love collecting instrumental music and art! I have over 900 albums of film scores, classical and world music - as well as over 1200 brilliant digital paintings, photos and renderings from sites like deviantart.com...I listen to music alllll day at work and at home and I have my art as random wallpaper on my 2nd computer screen.

-I am a virgin! Yes really! I have never even seen an unclad female in real 3D life! Which is completely hilarious because if I had been raised in a different environment and actually had any opportunities, I would have been like, a total playa yo. I love girls, and I mean that not in the stereotypical guy way but instead that I love girls for what they really are in their natural state, I view them all as my spiritual sisters and I despise when men knowingly or out of stupidity take advantage of them. I don't care about my own pleasure near as much as the girl's pleasure, that's why I am at this site and others that try to be like it, I can't stand normal fake porn, it just disgusts me. If a girl ever took me to bed I think I'd just be like, don't worry about me, just please teach me how to make you feel awesome!!! hehe

-I talk too much! As you can now tell! As I mentioned, I'm a writer, mainly I write fantasy / scifi type stuff that focuses on the relationships between the characters rather than the actual nuances of the fantasy world - but I'm going through a crisis of beliefs so I don't know what to write about anymore, in the meantime I want to get to know some more people and expand my horizons!

I hope you enjoyed this post and I hope I can add some smiles and warmth to your day or at least some laughter at my oddness as I hang out here! *hugs*

xxEPxx

Member

Registered: 09-12-08

Posts: 360

Re: Hi, and other pleasantries!

Hello elliot!

I can empathise with a lot of what you say; my life journey - especially my sexual journey - ended up quite different to how I anticipated, due to ill-health rather than religious factors. IFM serves to quell my curiosity and desire to see the female form and female "being" exactly as it should be, full of nuance and natural power.

This site has been very healing for me, in that sense. A lot of hurt, frustration and isolation is eased by the terrific contributions and also the interaction via this forum. Just reading what the folks here have to say, and occasionally joing in myself, has been important in the healing and evolutionary aspect of all that.

So, um welcome!

xxEPxx

blissed

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From: The bus station of the future

Registered: 17-03-06

Posts: 5,622

Re: Hi, and other pleasantries!

Hi Elliot, I've done the thing with deleting porn as well ages ago I'm proud of what sexually inspires me (I left all sexual images on my laptop when it went for repair) and think orgasms are fabulous, both the oportunity for sexual self discovery and the wonderful indulgence you get from solo, and the chance to share all that with a partner at the same time they share their sexuality with you. 

Anyway, welcome to the forum

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Last edited by blissed (18-12-10 15:44:02)

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