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#1 10-03-21 05:01:39

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So how do really feel about knowing people masturbate to you?

Alright this might seem like kind of a redundant question. Some contributors have even talked about it. Some have even filmed themself doing this themselves. Obviously anyone whose fine with doing this kind of work is bound to have a bit of an exhibitionist strike. So maybe the answers from contributors wouldn't be like most those from most women (and I am raising this question for contributors mostly).

Still, it's something I've long wondered about. How does one genuinely feel about knowing other people are stimulated by the sign and sound of you to masturbate. I remember seeing some history channel special way back on the changes in Sex in The Twentieth Century. An image that stood out to be were those anti-porn feminist protesters in the 70s with signs reading "How Would Like to Have Your Picture Masturbated On." Personally I felt even then that it wouldn't matter if someone masturbated to my picture or not. Just as long as they didn't get in my face about it. If I'm in fantasies that's actually kind of flattering, but let's not confuse fantasies with reality.

Overtime I've grown to realize the experiences and expectations of women tend to differ in terms of how others judge you sexually. Even if you willingly wear sexy outfits or pose for sexy pictures. One can do this for a variety of reasons, yet so many idiots continue to act like you exist to be ogled. And possibly even used.

I've wanted for the longest time to resist the stigma and shame surrounding self-pleasure. So it bothers me that the image of the masturbating male is so often some beastly slob drooling over a picture. Yet I know for some women that might be easier to imagine than someone who appreciates the beauty in the person they see.

So I'm asking contributors who does that part of the work make you feel? Does it feel different if it's imagining someone with female parts rather than male parts? Any reason why? Also how might your feeling have change over time before when you got started. Do you know feel mostly pride, excitement, indifference, amusement etc.

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#2 10-03-21 05:40:47

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Re: So how do really feel about knowing people masturbate to you?

I am very much an exhibitionist, and enjoy being watching in both real-life and online settings. However, I do feel a difference about people masturbating over me between the settings.

I love that in real-life settings, I can feed off the pleasure and reactions that spectators are feeling and having when watching me. I also enjoy the immediate gratification, and that it feels like more of an equal exchange.
In online settings, it feels a little imbalanced as the appreciation often comes so long after the fact. It's still very much something I enjoy (otherwise I wouldn't do it), but it definitely feels very different.

I don't differentiate the feelings between those with female or male parts, nor do I mind if someone is masturbating over my image alone, although, it does feel really great when there is appreciation for more than just the physical form. That's why IFM is such a wonderful place, because there is appreciation for the many different aspects of the contributors.

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#3 10-03-21 05:50:42

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Re: So how do really feel about knowing people masturbate to you?

I love to be seen. Although I will say the way in which I want to be seen has changed a LOT over the years.

There is exhibitionism behind the porn that I shoot for sure, it's super hot to really know that how I get myself off, gets you off too. But there is also a rebelliousness to the things I make, especially these days. I don't look like a magazine model, but I've been modestly successful in the sexy media things I have done & there is an awful lot of satisfaction in that for me. There's a lil' bit of 'fuck you, I won't do what you tell me to' in there too haha.

To be honest, in the anxiousness of early adulthood the idea of just anyone seeing my IFM's made me panic. Not because I was ashamed, but because I didn't want to be judged. I know I won't be alone in having been frequently slut shamed in my life, & this affected my ability to fully relax & enjoy the exhibitionism I genuinely desire.

Now, at the age of 36, what people think of me doesn't really enter into my decision making processes. I find myself wanting to push my own boundaries further & further into the realm of exhibitionistic sexy stuff. And I do. I do all kinds of shit these days that I love, that would have scared the shit out of baby Hyperballad. Not because I didn't want any of it, but because I used to be afraid of everything, including actually being myself.

It's funny but just last week a good friend that I haven't seen in years, as he is in Europe, sent me a message to let me know one of my films was somewhere it shouldn't be & that I might want to do something about that. And in a respectful way told he had watched several of my films over the years & thought I was incredibly beautiful to behold in orgasm. It was lovely & I'm not going to lie it made me really wet to think of him stroking himself to me for however long!

At this point I have wholly eroticised the lens & the viewer. Shooting myself, even if no one ever sees it, turns me on a lot. It always has, but it's definitely deepened the response I feel...

I've also actually been a little bit obsessed with dogging for a while now, which is like a whole other layer of exhibitionism that I've yet to explore! I am dying to try working in a peep show too.

TL;DR it's hot. It turns me on. I'm proud of my films. It's a total panty dropper thinking about people getting off to what I do.

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#4 10-03-21 08:35:25

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It has often happened to me to masturbate in front of female partners in real life and for some time to send videos to a female friend with whom we talk a lot about masturbation on messenger.

It's an extraordinary feeling ... Everything in this practice is beautiful, I think because we give ourselves completely to the gaze of the other and I like knowing that a woman can masturbate while looking at me.

And when I ask the more precise question: "what do you look at when I masturbate?" I am told "your eyes, your hand, your face but above all I think about what is in your head, what you are thinking ..."

In fact, watching a masturbation or showing it goes much further than a sexual question, it is a gift of oneself, of one's personality, a proof of friendship and trust, far removed from pornographic coarseness.

We completely indulge ourselves by masturbating for each other. It is a practice that should be much more common to know the human race ... and one could conclude by saying : "show me how you masturbate and I will tell you who you are!"

Thank God IFM exists !!

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#5 10-03-21 23:49:29

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Re: So how do really feel about knowing people masturbate to you?

I also hate the condescending and pejorative concept of a man "drooling" over a picture. I find generalised and implied/overt criticism of men to be really boring and played out tbh. That's not how I feel about male sexuality at all. It's not violent, silly, primitive, embarrassing or disgusting. It's frictive, desperate, vulnerable, charged with desire. Human. I love men and I love male masturbation and orgasm the same way you love ours. Even if he's not someone I'm attracted to, I feel... warmth and love about the idea of him masturbating to me.. there's a connection there. It's hot and I'm flattered. I want him to feel that way about me when I'm naked and turned on.

If it's a woman masturbating over me I think I don't quite connect the same way since I'm not really sexually attracted to women. I am really flattered by the idea, definitely happy and glad she likes me and sees me in my vulnerable state and responds... but its not quite the same as when it's a man I think.

I love the idea of a man holding one picture of me, just one single image, and that being enough to keep his focus throughout his entire masturbation session. I love the idea of a tribute which is when he comes on the printed out photo. All of this is super hot.

Unlike Mikaela, I think I like that little bit of distance - I have fantasies for sure of men watching me and masturbating at the same time, but in reality I think I would find that distracting, inhibiting... maybe intimidating. Even with just my partner I can get shy ... and worry I'm not doing "enough" for him. The best for me as an exhibitionist is being completely safe, completely free, completely selfishbut knowing that people will be watching later. That feeling of being alone but still held and seen by my future viewers, and by the permanency of the recording, is immensely soothing and sexy.  This is how I can let go the best.

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#6 11-03-21 05:46:36

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Re: So how do really feel about knowing people masturbate to you?

_hyperballad_ wrote:

I love to be seen. Although I will say the way in which I want to be seen has changed a LOT over the years.

There is exhibitionism behind the porn that I shoot for sure, it's super hot to really know that how I get myself off, gets you off too. But there is also a rebelliousness to the things I make, especially these days. I don't look like a magazine model, but I've been modestly successful in the sexy media things I have done & there is an awful lot of satisfaction in that for me. There's a lil' bit of 'fuck you, I won't do what you tell me to' in there too haha.

To be honest, in the anxiousness of early adulthood the idea of just anyone seeing my IFM's made me panic. Not because I was ashamed, but because I didn't want to be judged. I know I won't be alone in having been frequently slut shamed in my life, & this affected my ability to fully relax & enjoy the exhibitionism I genuinely desire.

Now, at the age of 36, what people think of me doesn't really enter into my decision making processes. I find myself wanting to push my own boundaries further & further into the realm of exhibitionistic sexy stuff. And I do. I do all kinds of shit these days that I love, that would have scared the shit out of baby Hyperballad. Not because I didn't want any of it, but because I used to be afraid of everything, including actually being myself.


TL;DR it's hot. It turns me on. I'm proud of my films. It's a total panty dropper thinking about people getting off to what I do.

I hadn't expected to get responses so quickly. So I want to thank you and Mikaela for that.

It's funny both while was trying to be all thoughtful, open to opposing views, and removed from personal interests in my opening post, I did find myself surprisingly turn on afterwards. Silly though it thought I tried to talk myself out of masturbating that night so that I could just let the reality of having finally posting something I'd mused over for a long time sink in. Just find calm in the mind as waited in hopes for positive feedback.

So naturally when I check back again before going to bed and found to my welcomed surprise your cool/hot detailed response I was like, oh well now why not! So I had an amazing orgasm right after reading. My legs still felt tingly for like an hour later. Thank you smilesmile

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#7 11-03-21 06:02:08

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Re: So how do really feel about knowing people masturbate to you?

viva wrote:

If it's a woman masturbating over me I think I don't quite connect the same way since I'm not really sexually attracted to women. I am really flattered by the idea, definitely happy and glad she likes me and sees me in my vulnerable state and responds... but its not quite the same as when it's a man I think.

Not a criticism Viva, just an observation. I can believe that you're not really sexually attracted to women, expect you have posted video getting off to other contributors by name. Also you described yourself turned on by Molly F in your interview. (At least I think you did) So I get the sense that you're at least turned on by some women.

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#8 11-03-21 06:15:46

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Re: So how do really feel about knowing people masturbate to you?

Yeah haha those things are true..... and I've definitely had lovely sexual experiences with girls too hehe.

Maybe for me with women it's more about the individual and not so much about the concept?

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#9 11-03-21 06:17:08

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Also when I fantasise I always fantasise "about" girls - it's always about what a man is doing to her, but she's mostly what I'm picturing. Sexuality is weird.

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#10 11-03-21 07:45:09

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Re: So how do really feel about knowing people masturbate to you?

My feelings about it change constantly. In the real world I'm not an exhibitionist and feel deeply uncomfortable receiving compliments or comments from strangers about my appearance. I'm totally fine with someone commenting on something I'm wearing if they say it's nice or cool, but if their comment is about how my body looks in that particular item I'm very uncomfortable. When it comes to my friends and co-workers commenting on my appearance though I'm totally fine with it and get some of my biggest ego boosts that way.

I wouldn't say I always get particularly turned on by knowing that people masturbate to my images for the most part, but occasionally I do. It hasn't happened in years but I've had the occasional person in the real world (friends of friends and acquaintances mainly) tell me they've masturbated to my images and it was rather upsetting, as this isn't something I asked them to inform me of, and it hurt my feelings to know that they thought so little of me as to just tell me this without an iota of consideration towards my comfort levels at hearing this information. One of these people seemed to think that because I had nude images and videos on the internet that it was okay for him to semi-frequently send me dick pics and messages telling me in great detail all of the things he would do to me, despite me never showing him any kind of interest (romantic or otherwise).

When it comes to strangers on the internet having a fap to my photos and videos I'm completely fine with it. I like to think that I'm providing a kind service by sharing these intimate moments, and maybe even a bit of entertainment? While I still feel somewhat awkward receiving compliments/comments, at the same time I've realised so many things about myself after having these things out there and it actually did wonders for my self-esteem. I still often see myself as the awkward, ginger, weird looking X Files megafan that was teased mercilessly in high school, so it's difficult to get past that sometimes.

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#11 11-03-21 10:10:02

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Re: So how do really feel about knowing people masturbate to you?

_redbird_ wrote:

My feelings about it change constantly. In the real world I'm not an exhibitionist and feel deeply uncomfortable receiving compliments or comments from strangers about my appearance. I'm totally fine with someone commenting on something I'm wearing if they say it's nice or cool, but if their comment is about how my body looks in that particular item I'm very uncomfortable. When it comes to my friends and co-workers commenting on my appearance though I'm totally fine with it and get some of my biggest ego boosts that way.

I wouldn't say I always get particularly turned on by knowing that people masturbate to my images for the most part, but occasionally I do. It hasn't happened in years but I've had the occasional person in the real world (friends of friends and acquaintances mainly) tell me they've masturbated to my images and it was rather upsetting, as this isn't something I asked them to inform me of, and it hurt my feelings to know that they thought so little of me as to just tell me this without an iota of consideration towards my comfort levels at hearing this information. One of these people seemed to think that because I had nude images and videos on the internet that it was okay for him to semi-frequently send me dick pics and messages telling me in great detail all of the things he would do to me, despite me never showing him any kind of interest (romantic or otherwise).

When it comes to strangers on the internet having a fap to my photos and videos I'm completely fine with it. I like to think that I'm providing a kind service by sharing these intimate moments, and maybe even a bit of entertainment? While I still feel somewhat awkward receiving compliments/comments, at the same time I've realised so many things about myself after having these things out there and it actually did wonders for my self-esteem. I still often see myself as the awkward, ginger, weird looking X Files megafan that was teased mercilessly in high school, so it's difficult to get past that sometimes.


Obviously, you cannot avoid that when you show yourself masturbating on the Internet, men or women take pleasure in watching you while masturbating.

For my part, when I look at you and the same for the other contributors, I do not think of you as a sexual object, as a person with whom I could share sex, in a way I do not fantasize about you, but I am upset, moved, extremely touched to be able to share this most intimate moment that you give to yourself.

As I said in a recent comment, I think this all goes beyond sexuality, but rather is brotherly and human sharing.
Each of your masturbations and the same for all the other contributors is an absolutely unique act, a moment that will never be repeated again; in this sense it is an ephemeral work of art because you will never masturbate in the same position, with exactly the same gestures, the same timing, in the same state of mind.

I am a musician, a pianist who gives concerts, I very often compare the videos to an interpretation, to variations on the same theme, but which are never the same because I never play the same work in the same way. .

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#12 11-03-21 10:13:51

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« I love men and I love male masturbation and orgasm the same way you love ours. Even if he's not someone I'm attracted to, I feel... warmth and love about the idea of him masturbating to me.. there's a connection there. It's hot and I'm flattered. I want him to feel that way about me when I'm naked and turned on.»

It is exactly that, Viva, the human warmth and the proximity of this intimacy. I am extremely happy to read these words which fully correspond to my philosophy of masturbation ...

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#13 11-03-21 23:42:36

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Re: So how do really feel about knowing people masturbate to you?

viva wrote:

I love the idea of a man holding one picture of me, just one single image, and that being enough to keep his focus throughout his entire masturbation session. I love the idea of a tribute which is when he comes on the printed out photo. All of this is super hot.

Unlike Mikaela, I think I like that little bit of distance - I have fantasies for sure of men watching me and masturbating at the same time, but in reality I think I would find that distracting, inhibiting... maybe intimidating. Even with just my partner I can get shy ... and worry I'm not doing "enough" for him. The best for me as an exhibitionist is being completely safe, completely free, completely selfishbut knowing that people will be watching later. That feeling of being alone but still held and seen by my future viewers, and by the permanency of the recording, is immensely soothing and sexy.  This is how I can let go the best.

I'm assuming you love the idea more than real prospect of someone sending you of those tributes unsolicited. That kind of invasiveness similar to what Redbird wrote about is exactly why I wonder how contributors might really feel about this in the first place.

As to feeling shy with a partner, I read this suggestion in a women's magazine many years back about the value of masturbating in front of your partner. When you feel you're orgasm coming, just close you're eyes and let it happen. Don't second guess him. It should be your moment to enjoy. Just seeing you enjoying yourself should be "enough" for him. That seems like good advice. Though maybe you found this out already.

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#14 11-03-21 23:58:44

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Re: So how do really feel about knowing people masturbate to you?

MS2020 wrote:
_hyperballad_ wrote:

I love to be seen. Although I will say the way in which I want to be seen has changed a LOT over the years.

There is exhibitionism behind the porn that I shoot for sure, it's super hot to really know that how I get myself off, gets you off too. But there is also a rebelliousness to the things I make, especially these days. I don't look like a magazine model, but I've been modestly successful in the sexy media things I have done & there is an awful lot of satisfaction in that for me. There's a lil' bit of 'fuck you, I won't do what you tell me to' in there too haha.

To be honest, in the anxiousness of early adulthood the idea of just anyone seeing my IFM's made me panic. Not because I was ashamed, but because I didn't want to be judged. I know I won't be alone in having been frequently slut shamed in my life, & this affected my ability to fully relax & enjoy the exhibitionism I genuinely desire.

Now, at the age of 36, what people think of me doesn't really enter into my decision making processes. I find myself wanting to push my own boundaries further & further into the realm of exhibitionistic sexy stuff. And I do. I do all kinds of shit these days that I love, that would have scared the shit out of baby Hyperballad. Not because I didn't want any of it, but because I used to be afraid of everything, including actually being myself.


TL;DR it's hot. It turns me on. I'm proud of my films. It's a total panty dropper thinking about people getting off to what I do.

I hadn't expected to get responses so quickly. So I want to thank you and Mikaela for that.

It's funny both while was trying to be all thoughtful, open to opposing views, and removed from personal interests in my opening post, I did find myself surprisingly turn on afterwards. Silly though it thought I tried to talk myself out of masturbating that night so that I could just let the reality of having finally posting something I'd mused over for a long time sink in. Just find calm in the mind as waited in hopes for positive feedback.

So naturally when I check back again before going to be and found to my welcomed surprise your cool/hot detailed response I was like, oh well now why not! So I had an amazing orgasm right after reading. My legs still felt tingly for like an hour later. Thank you smilesmile

You're welcome wink

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#15 12-03-21 01:17:25

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Re: So how do really feel about knowing people masturbate to you?

MS2020 wrote:

I'm assuming you love the idea more than real prospect of someone sending you of those tributes unsolicited. That kind of invasiveness similar to what Redbird wrote about is exactly why I wonder how contributors might really feel about this in the first place.

Look, everyone's different! Redbird is a dropdead tall hottie with gorgeous waves of red hair. I am an absolute munchkin with a sharp tongue who dresses like an orphan child. I think I'm literally too short to be seen by most men.

Many women have feelings about and experiences of harassment that I don't share. For better or for worse, and for whatever reason, I'm just not someone who gets a lot of that kind of attention - I don't get weird friend requests on facebook or DMd dick pics on instagram. My short stint on Tinder, I only matched with like sensitive literary dudes pretty much. I don't get weird inbox messages on reddit... I rarely get shouted at, I don't get hit on, I just don't experience as much harassment as other women do. And I just... what I do get, I tend to like. I like dick pics (RIP inbox lol, jk I dont have one here), I like catcalls, I like random compliments and eye contact and when guys do hit on me, I'm pretty much flattered and excited about it.

I DID NOT like getting followed and molested in Paris and I DID NOT like getting fully dick-flashed on a train in Tokyo. Along with a handful of other events including some dodgy hitchhiking moments, some dodgy nude photo moments, some dodgy hotel, life modelling, festival, camping and South American club moments. But when a man's behaviour is totally unacceptable, I have had the luck so far in my life to feel in my power in those situations. I've been able to use my voice, my words, my eyes and my body languages to dominate those interactions. I know I have been incredibly lucky in this and so many women have experienced so much worse, been physically overpowered and intimidated, genuinely vicitimised. I have not had that experience. Basically, I have had the enormous blessing of feeling in control of/in my interactions with men, throughout my life.

So... for me, as long as its not like outright abuse, I just like cheeky sex things. I'm hetero (mostly? who even knows anymore) and I like dick. I like things a lot of women don't like. I like attention I like compliments I like men, I don't feel threatened (probably cause I'm lucky not to get harassed regularly) - I dunno.

If someone sent me a tribute unsolicited - we're talking a photo of a printed out photo of me from ISM or something I intentionally put out there for someone to get turned on for, covered in come, maybe with a cheeky dick in it - I'm telling you I'd enjoy that. Believe me or not haha.

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#16 12-03-21 08:24:41

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Very pretty and touching testimony, Viva, thank you very much. You are a really endearing girl.

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#17 13-03-21 19:32:50

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Re: So how do really feel about knowing people masturbate to you?

viva wrote:

It's not violent, silly, primitive, embarrassing or disgusting. It's frictive, desperate, vulnerable, charged with desire. Human.

I am so happy to read this perspective! I've always hated how often male sexuality is seen as the former and not the later. Of course, it can have a dark side, as with so many things in life. But there are plenty of men whose sexuality is more...well, everything you said!

I've been on the other end, as well. Once upon a time, I recorded myself (a male) masturbating for the Reddit community GoneWildAudio and I got so many positive comments from women (and some men) about how hot my particular recording was. It was such a flattering experience!

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#18 14-03-21 00:37:25

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I though of something else to explore. What does it feel like knowing that fellow contributors who work together (but haven't gotten together on or off camera) also masturbate to your work? I now this isn't a typical workplace, but it still might seem a little weird to know you're co-workers not only know what you look life naked but also got off to you.

BTW Viva, what does FRICITIVE mean in this context? The closest word I found on google was FRICATIVE, which is a grammatical term.

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#19 15-03-21 00:18:07

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Re: So how do really feel about knowing people masturbate to you?

MS2020, the vibe at feck HQ is just not weird at all. We are really comfortable with each other and ourselves and with sex. When we do group pics I often have to shout no wait lets do a SFW one too! and I love getting in-office texts from Miriam when a new video goes up or she discovers an old one of mine and compliments me deeply and expresses how she finds it hot. I just love it.  Miriam and Piper are frequently to be found in some sort of embrace or another, I think just in general we find it easier to slip back and forth from regular platonic life to sensual arousal than most people. When I was working here in my 20s it was even more like that for me... nowadays I'm a bit more private and monogamous but I still love everyone very much.

frictive, I dunno I made it up and then, I guess, misspelled it. I've got a poetic soul. Um I meant it to be like... like the feeling of energy when you're rubbing something fast, so fast and with so much energy that it might make a spark and even explode. Dangerous, exciting, powerful.

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#20 15-03-21 11:46:29

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I've been around these parts in one way or another for a VERY long time now. I'd already done several masturbation films by the time I was an actual employee. My Agony used to be in the showreel which was on a gigantic screen in the building. I think once upon a time that made me blush a teeny bit, but my goodness these days if you know me & watch my films & that inspires an orgasm for you - awesome. Just don't make it weird. And that's the one thing about Feck, I work with the best babes, they don't ever, ever make it weird. It's the opposite, I'm raised up in my celebration of self by brilliant humans that I get to work with. We have the most interesting conversations about sex, sexuality, masturbation, orgasm, bodies, reproductive health, all sorts of things - so the pleasure we share on screen & in turn with each other is contextualized by our experience of each other.

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#21 15-03-21 18:09:07

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Re: So how do really feel about knowing people masturbate to you?

viva wrote:

MS2020, the vibe at feck HQ is just not weird at all. We are really comfortable with each other and ourselves and with sex. When we do group pics I often have to shout no wait lets do a SFW one too! and I love getting in-office texts from Miriam when a new video goes up or she discovers an old one of mine and compliments me deeply and expresses how she finds it hot. I just love it.  Miriam and Piper are frequently to be found in some sort of embrace or another, I think just in general we find it easier to slip back and forth from regular platonic life to sensual arousal than most people. When I was working here in my 20s it was even more like that for me... nowadays I'm a bit more private and monogamous but I still love everyone very much.

frictive, I dunno I made it up and then, I guess, misspelled it. I've got a poetic soul. Um I meant it to be like... like the feeling of energy when you're rubbing something fast, so fast and with so much energy that it might make a spark and even explode. Dangerous, exciting, powerful.

That's cool. Cool and Hot!

I don't if could ever be that chill if just meet with someone I'd seen naked. Maybe if I'd gotten to know them it would be easier. I just it find it funny how many people even in film, theater, and modeling have to be used to seeing someone that've worked with naked without having done that themselves. If I ever meet say Kevin Bacon/Nicole Kidman, I don't know I'd be hold back asking "Is it weird that I've seen your penis/bush?" I know it's all very professional. It's just a little hard to wrap your head around sometimes.

Have you posted anyone of those group pics on the forums. It'd be interesting to see some of you all look just hanging together at work. With or without clothes.

Love your definition Viva.

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#22 16-03-21 00:32:47

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Re: So how do really feel about knowing people masturbate to you?

does anyone have that group pic we took at piper's bye party the other day?

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#23 16-03-21 01:55:04

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Re: So how do really feel about knowing people masturbate to you?

I've got it Viva! I'll text it to you <3

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#24 16-03-21 03:19:40

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Re: So how do really feel about knowing people masturbate to you?

Piper is  moving on? Best wishes for her next job and her future adventures!


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in aspectu virginis mentem esse puram

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#25 17-03-21 02:00:58

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Re: So how do really feel about knowing people masturbate to you?

Aw, thank you Privignus! I'll still most likely be frequenting the forums regardless, I love being a part of the conversations here and I think it helps me learn a lot about my friends at Feck too. <3

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