remember where you came from

viva · 14-09-12 01:39:34

Hey guys, who remembers their first experience with porn? I have two very specific memories of the first times I registered feeling arousal - one time was listening to the song "I kissed a girl" by Jill Sobule - when she sings - "and then I felt your hand above my knee"... full context:

"So she called home to say she'd be late
He said, he worried but now he feels safe
I'm glad your with your girlfriend
Tell her "Hi" for me
So I looked at you, you had guilt in your eyes
But it only lasted a little while
And then I felt your hand above my knee."

Oooh! So sexy!

The other time was when I was watching Rocky Horror for the first time, the part where dr. frankenfurter gets in bed with Brad and then Janet. I didn't really get what was going on but it made me feel "like I have to pee but I don't have to pee" - that's what I told my older girlfriend who was with me. And then I dreamed about it. Ha. I was about 6.

Then I started reading intensely graphic porn novels - like 'Firefly', in which one of the protagonists is a little girl called 'Nymph' who seduces her neighbor. In retrospect it was pretty sick stuff but I really identified with her, being a little girl myself. I never was much one for visual porn, and since I didn't grow up with my dad, I never had a porn stash to find.

What about you guys? Do you remember your first experience with porn?

blissed · 17-09-12 18:30:15

Well my mums catalogs were lying around and..............:)

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aven frey · 19-09-12 02:11:58

It wasn't really porn it was a book, which I can't remember the name of. It was vaguely about the Seattle grunge music scene and it was written from the perspective of a snarky teenage girl. There was a sex scene between her and a female friend which was particularly hot. I reckon I was about 14 but I am really fuzzy on the details. I don't think there was ever any porn in my house growing up, lot's of Austin and Bronte though, oh and motorcycle manuals. I only used the Internet to look up song lyrics and pictures of Phil Jamison from the band Grinspoon but funnily enough I never masturbated to them!

WLV612 · 04-10-12 16:30:01

My first was a book my older sister had hidden in her dresser. She was always stealing money from my room and one day I noticed my money was missing but she had yet to leave the house and was on the phone with a friend. I went through her stuff trying to find my money and I found this pulp novel, "Counter Girl". The cover had a soda fountain waitress with a lot of exposed cleavage so a glanced at a few of the pages and it was quite steamy even by today's standards (I'm talking about 1963.)
I took the novel knowing she couldn't ask anyone about it and couldn't be sure just who did find it. If my mother did, she wouldn't say anything because my sister could do no wrong. Anyway, I read it about 15 times in a row and it was disgustingly filthy as decent porn should be. I later sold the novel for a dollar to a friend.
Let me clarify my take on porn vs IFM. They are poles apart in so many ways but similar enough to do what porn should do. Interacting on varied topics as well as site content with various contributors is the farthest distant pole. I'm not saying performers in main stream porn are all brainless bimbos but I doubt many can stand in with IFM's contributors and converse in a knowledgeable and informed manner.
That's how I genuinely feel and not sunshine pumped up assorted skirts. Speaking of skirts, Gina's dress in her latest is adorable. That's just me.

WLV612 · 04-10-12 16:34:33

Viva,
Your song lyric reminds me of one of two decent scenes in the film, "Loving Annabel" The teacher is in....well I won't spoil it if you haven't seen the film. It pretty much sucks but there are a few decent scenes. It's just too predictable and contrived. You really need to see, "Sister My Sister" if you haven't already. You'd dig the shit out of it.
Gosh, it's so nice to be writing here again.

SongofMyself · 25-01-13 16:45:20

The thing I really remember is nudity of any kind turning me on. I was an internet kid. Ah, when google was new and it was so hard to say goodby to Netscape. Not!

A part of me was still so sheltered I wouldn't even need to click on the sexy advertisement with a half nude, big chested girl staring up at me with her sexy bedroom eyes and suck me lips. Just the fact that it was there and I could stare at it as long as I wanted without clicking on it and run the risk of someone else in the house coming along and find what I've been doing. My sexual awakening was waking up after a night of hard partying. Each part of your mind becoming aware slowly, torturously. The fact that I wanted to search for "big tits" and "blowjobs" and couldn't turned me on just as much as viewing them or fantasizing about them. I was young I didn't quite understand how to cover my tracks yet but once I figured it out I hit the ground running and nothing was off limits...

My actual sexual experiences didn't come until much, much later. For whatever reason I had some shame and guilt associated with my internet forays, probably knowing it was wrong or the secrecy thing. I'm not sure now if the exposure to porn at that age (13-17) desensitized me to sex and made me less sexually explorative in reality or I already possessed a repressive nature. Either way that repressive-ness has manifested itself in my sex life and I'm finding orgasm denial and light torture super hot. A little pain yields a little pleasure and a little more pain well...

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SongofMyself · 25-01-13 19:23:45

Just came across the "dark, delicious" post after I wrote all this. Alot of similarities and I have more to say on both just don't know which discussion suits my ramblings best...does this mean I should just make a new thread?

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