#1 26-10-18 00:20:05

_hyperballad_

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Registered: 04-08-16

Posts: 556

Orgasmic Victory!

As anyone who has watched my diaries or known me for the last however many years on these forums I have been a woman on a mission. That mission amongst various sexual goals has been to ejaculate & also to teach my body how to orgasm from predominately penetrative stimulation.

Yesterday I made a serious break through along with a couple of large puddles!

Over the last couple of months I've been masturbating & coming a LOT. I have particularly been enjoying the feeling of relatively rapid deep penetration with a toy which is a very new thing for me! I like heavy things so I tend to use glass or steel inside me but you can only be so vigorous with solid implements. It felt good, but I knew there was more to that feeling to be explored.

Funnily enough yesterday I decided to use the same silicone sleeved toy that I ejaculated with in the middle of my latest folio for ishotmyself & I had already had 2 quite intense orgasms using vibration & solid objects. The silicone sleeved toy is called MiaMaxx & I actually used to work for the company that invented & manufactures this toy. I don't use it heaps, but I will be moving forward! It turned out the batteries were flat but I totally didn't need 'em.

So, penetration alone felt INCREDIBLE & inside my vagina was literally gripping the toy without me consciously engaging the muscles. After a while of experimenting with the depth, speed & angle I had one small climax & a tiny bit of a gush, but felt somewhat unsatisfied. I kept going & had the most intense orgasm of my life. With a big, big gush. I had the presence of mind to set my phone to record beside me after the small climax so I've watched back the big orgasm... You can mainly see my face & upper body but it is a thing to behold. Veins & tendons bulging out of my neck & a noises that I've never heard myself make before.

The exact feeling inside me is seared in my memory, I don't feel like I'm stumbling around in the dark anymore, occasionally ejaculating for seemingly mysterious/unknown reasons.

Also!! I made myself come one more time with one more little gush. All 3 orgasms were penetrative O's. Definitely some clitoral stimulation here & there but it was really the feeling inside me driving the arousal & climax. It really feels like such a victory, I have worked on this stuff for so fucking long & I am genuinely just a proud little peach right now.

I am about to turn 34. My body & capacity for pleasure just keeps on expanding. I am genuinely in awe of my cunt, it feels like I get to be best friends with a super, cool famous person. Which makes me sound mildly insane but I don't care! I have a rockstar in my pants.

Investing in yourself & your sexuality is something I've always advocated for, creating the experiences you yearn for is a solid way to spend energy. I firmly believe dedicated self love & self care is so important.

Really missing my blog this year, so much awesomeness has happened... Might be time to fire up a new place to write about this stuff, for now though sharing here is an amazing outlet & I'm so grateful for it.

TL;DR
Victory! Orgasms! Ejaculating! More please! Yasssss!

Last edited by _hyperballad_ (26-10-18 00:23:08)

Howland

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Registered: 19-03-15

Posts: 259

Re: Orgasmic Victory!

Congratulations, HB, unfamiliar noises FTW!

privignus

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Registered: 29-12-15

Posts: 607

Re: Orgasmic Victory!

As anyone who has watched my diaries or known me for the last however many years on these forums I have been a woman on a mission. That mission amongst various sexual goals has been to ejaculate & also to teach my body how to orgasm from predominately penetrative stimulation.

Yesterday I made a serious break through along with a couple of large puddles!

Over the last couple of months I've been masturbating & coming a LOT. I have particularly been enjoying the feeling of relatively rapid deep penetration with a toy which is a very new thing for me! I like heavy things so I tend to use glass or steel inside me but you can only be so vigorous with solid implements. It felt good, but I knew there was more to that feeling to be explored.

Funnily enough yesterday I decided to use the same silicone sleeved toy that I ejaculated with in the middle of my latest folio for ishotmyself & I had already had 2 quite intense orgasms using vibration & solid objects. The silicone sleeved toy is called MiaMaxx & I actually used to work for the company that invented & manufactures this toy. I don't use it heaps, but I will be moving forward! It turned out the batteries were flat but I totally didn't need 'em.

So, penetration alone felt INCREDIBLE & inside my vagina was literally gripping the toy without me consciously engaging the muscles. After a while of experimenting with the depth, speed & angle I had one small climax & a tiny bit of a gush, but felt somewhat unsatisfied. I kept going & had the most intense orgasm of my life. With a big, big gush. I had the presence of mind to set my phone to record beside me after the small climax so I've watched back the big orgasm... You can mainly see my face & upper body but it is a thing to behold. Veins & tendons bulging out of my neck & a noises that I've never heard myself make before.

The exact feeling inside me is seared in my memory, I don't feel like I'm stumbling around in the dark anymore, occasionally ejaculating for seemingly mysterious/unknown reasons.

Also!! I made myself come one more time with one more little gush. All 3 orgasms were penetrative O's. Definitely some clitoral stimulation here & there but it was really the feeling inside me driving the arousal & climax. It really feels like such a victory, I have worked on this stuff for so fucking long & I am genuinely just a proud little peach right now.

I am about to turn 34. My body & capacity for pleasure just keeps on expanding. I am genuinely in awe of my cunt, it feels like I get to be best friends with a super, cool famous person. Which makes me sound mildly insane but I don't care! I have a rockstar in my pants.

Investing in yourself & your sexuality is something I've always advocated for, creating the experiences you yearn for is a solid way to spend energy. I firmly believe dedicated self love & self care is so important.

Really missing my blog this year, so much awesomeness has happened... Might be time to fire up a new place to write about this stuff, for now though sharing here is an amazing outlet & I'm so grateful for it.

TL;DR
Victory! Orgasms! Ejaculating! More please! Yasssss!

Yay _hyperballad_!  I did not know you blogged too.    A woman of many talents!  Multiple orgasms must be amazing.

I am sure grateful to get to read this forum and listen to the chatty kind of videos on IFM.  It can be hard to have honest talk about sex.

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Re: Orgasmic Victory!

wow, you are just amazing.